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           I feel lost from you.

           Who is this person with the great façade

           I used to know and used to cherish with all that I had?

           I’ve given up on you, time and time again; but you always pull me back in,

           I always fall for your games. 

           We’re supposed to be one but now you’ve gone, and I don’t know how

           I’ll ever find someone to replace you.

           Yes, you’re still there. But you’ve chosen her.

           I may forget at times, but I will never forgive.

          

           We used to take walks and stay up all night,

           you were the one person I could call up till dawn.

           So much has happened, and you knew it all.

           But now you’re not the first I call.

           I don’t know you or what you’ll become,

           And this breaks me every time you cross my mind.

           I see you once and talk to you twice,

           And think that everything is how it was.

           But ten minutes later, when I turn around to see if you care

           You’re not there.

           I can’t keep fighting this war I’ve fought

           5,000 miles away from you.

            You used to be my person.

            And you say nothing’s changed,

            But every time I look at you

            Every single piece of you has; it’s just not the same.

            I try not to wait but maybe in some years time

            We’ll be together again, blood sisters at heart.

            Until then, I’ll be waiting. 

            -Beatrice